So today is my birthday, I am one year old, and certainly a little wiser then previous years before. I spent my birthday with my mommy and my cousin we went out to dinner. It was nice, my mom also had flowers delivered to me which was nice. usually she will drop by with flowers. Also at dinner my mom mentioned she needs to stay with me for a few days which is going to make things a little dificult in my life, caus eof the way I earn a living, I am not sure how I can maintain a stable income with my mom around. it will be certain hard to do.
I also made plans for my furture career after I retire from being a camgirl and escort. I am going to purse the personal development/self help industry. I even attended an online seminar from Bob Proctor, he is the guy from the secret he has his own certification training out in Florida I do plan on taking it but first I want to invest in local training available for pshychology, and life coaching and other personal development training.
As I have mentioned in previous post I am a praticing buddhist of the SGI, Soka Gakkai International and I learn and pratice the teachings of Nichren Dishonen. I have recently decided to earn and receive my Gohozon for April 2009. I am very excited a big thing about my buddhist pratice is getting an authentic butsudan. I did find an online store that sells butsudan in the style I am looking for, So a big part of my goal right now is to get the butsudan and gain more of my faith and attain my true happiness.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Just a blog entry !
Well it's been an interesting weekend, well mostly normal. I spent the weekend working like usual just with the escort agency, I was pretty busy mostly on Sunday. Saturday I got into a big fight with my madam but some how I guess she cooled off cause the next day I was booked 3 hours.
Also I have been having a migrain trying to solve an issue , I made a purchase for lubricant one of my favorite brands Elbow Grease that comes in the pump. but the company the main website of the lube charged my credit card and didnt send me the item instead they sent me an email claiming i need to send them more money for shipping. I paid about 70 bucks for the item and didnt receive it I am very pissed about that. Plus on top of that the website didnt give any warning how you need to select shipping. I have been sending them emails and also leaving them voice mail messages and no response.
The card company is very little help because it's a pre-paid mastercard from money mart, so if I wanted to make a dispute about elbow grease not sending me my items I would have to wait about 90 days for them to process what they do, this would never happen with a true credit card. but I guess you get what you pay for when your living within your means.
Also during last week I was shopping around for a remote pan and tilt head to help me with my cam shows. I did some research and there isnt much products out there that offer this great tool. from the looks of it Sunpak is not longer making thier product but offer a new one called Ebenk. and there is also trackercam but they have too many issues that I think I have posted in another blog.
I went with Ebenk, TrackerCam gave me a bad feeling in my gut, when I was talking to the owner maybe creator of the product. Ebenk I found on ebay, the seller on ebay seems to have decent ratings and answered my emails promtly and also gave me a tracking number that I can keep an eye on my product via FedEx website. Then this morning Canada Post/FedEx calls me and lets me know that my purchase from Mami Florida will have a tax charge on it for $23.95. I have already spend over $180 bucks on the item itself. Now I have to pay a custom tax. The tax might actually be worth it depending on how well the product works. So I will keep you guys posted on it probably will post a review of the ebenk automatic remote pan and tilt in the Ask A camgirl blog section since it's an optional equipment that cam performers use during thier live broadcast.
Also on Wednsday it's my birthday, I am looking forward to it in a sense but not like I was when I was a little kid. it's has a whole new meaning now, it's more of a time for me to reflect on previous years and plan for years to come. so in that planing stage I have decided that I have to put a serious action plan in going back to school. I discovered that I can enter into a University program that is made for people who didnt finish thier high school or dropped out from high school, I am in the proccess of slowly putting my application together I don't want to wait til the last minute, and also I need to really decide what I want the next 24 years of my life to be.
Also I have been having a migrain trying to solve an issue , I made a purchase for lubricant one of my favorite brands Elbow Grease that comes in the pump. but the company the main website of the lube charged my credit card and didnt send me the item instead they sent me an email claiming i need to send them more money for shipping. I paid about 70 bucks for the item and didnt receive it I am very pissed about that. Plus on top of that the website didnt give any warning how you need to select shipping. I have been sending them emails and also leaving them voice mail messages and no response.
The card company is very little help because it's a pre-paid mastercard from money mart, so if I wanted to make a dispute about elbow grease not sending me my items I would have to wait about 90 days for them to process what they do, this would never happen with a true credit card. but I guess you get what you pay for when your living within your means.
Also during last week I was shopping around for a remote pan and tilt head to help me with my cam shows. I did some research and there isnt much products out there that offer this great tool. from the looks of it Sunpak is not longer making thier product but offer a new one called Ebenk. and there is also trackercam but they have too many issues that I think I have posted in another blog.
I went with Ebenk, TrackerCam gave me a bad feeling in my gut, when I was talking to the owner maybe creator of the product. Ebenk I found on ebay, the seller on ebay seems to have decent ratings and answered my emails promtly and also gave me a tracking number that I can keep an eye on my product via FedEx website. Then this morning Canada Post/FedEx calls me and lets me know that my purchase from Mami Florida will have a tax charge on it for $23.95. I have already spend over $180 bucks on the item itself. Now I have to pay a custom tax. The tax might actually be worth it depending on how well the product works. So I will keep you guys posted on it probably will post a review of the ebenk automatic remote pan and tilt in the Ask A camgirl blog section since it's an optional equipment that cam performers use during thier live broadcast.
Also on Wednsday it's my birthday, I am looking forward to it in a sense but not like I was when I was a little kid. it's has a whole new meaning now, it's more of a time for me to reflect on previous years and plan for years to come. so in that planing stage I have decided that I have to put a serious action plan in going back to school. I discovered that I can enter into a University program that is made for people who didnt finish thier high school or dropped out from high school, I am in the proccess of slowly putting my application together I don't want to wait til the last minute, and also I need to really decide what I want the next 24 years of my life to be.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
New laptop !
I recently purchased a new laptop, it was an emergency purchase. buying this laptop thought me alot, 1; was that I need to make sure I have a decent amount of cash flow in my savings accounts for a various amount of life events and unexpect issues. Luckly I had some cash from last night, from seeing some clients so I was able to buy my new laptop, but as I was getting the laptop I also realized that technology changes way too fast. You really have to be flexible for change ay any moment when it comes to technology. Then again you need to be flexible for any changes that happen in life.
So I went having a Ispiron 6000, to a Ispiron 1525. I am very impressed with the new addition to my business, and also feeling quiet secure that I still have the ipsiron 6000 as a back up. I also in the proccess of saving up for a new desktop as well. I might end up going with a Dell again, Since I like how creative they make them and how smooth and slick most of thier laptop and desktop designs are.
With being in a technology business to some extent I need to make sure I can get a new technology as soon as soomething comes up, instead of pushing everything to the edge.
So I went having a Ispiron 6000, to a Ispiron 1525. I am very impressed with the new addition to my business, and also feeling quiet secure that I still have the ipsiron 6000 as a back up. I also in the proccess of saving up for a new desktop as well. I might end up going with a Dell again, Since I like how creative they make them and how smooth and slick most of thier laptop and desktop designs are.
With being in a technology business to some extent I need to make sure I can get a new technology as soon as soomething comes up, instead of pushing everything to the edge.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Arggghhh TrackerCam !
So I have been looking foro an upgrade for my camera, I need a remote control tripod i.e pan and tilt first thing came to mind was to use trackercam. I discovered that trackercam was in my city Toronto, but I also discovered something else that made my shopping experience very dissapointing.
Even though TrackCam has an office in Toronto, it's not exactly an office it's just some guy who found the product probably going to some convesation and decided to market the companies website. The product is only available in Usa dollars even though you could get it in Toronto they wont accomodate the canadian price. and also they will only charge in us dollars.
I haven't yet bought the product i am not sure if I want some guy out of his basement apartment getting rich. I need to do more research to see if there is other options out there for a remote control pan and tilt before I drop out $200 for a remote control pan and tilt.
Even though TrackCam has an office in Toronto, it's not exactly an office it's just some guy who found the product probably going to some convesation and decided to market the companies website. The product is only available in Usa dollars even though you could get it in Toronto they wont accomodate the canadian price. and also they will only charge in us dollars.
I haven't yet bought the product i am not sure if I want some guy out of his basement apartment getting rich. I need to do more research to see if there is other options out there for a remote control pan and tilt before I drop out $200 for a remote control pan and tilt.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Prepation for a career coach
In preparation for this meeting, could you please send us your thoughts on
the following questions:
1) How did you discover our firm?
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I am in a point in my life where I want to transition into a new career, and I am in a different place in my life right now.
I hope to get an action plan of my goals, and also a support system who wants me to achieve them.
It is mostly effecting myself, I want to be glowing in all aspects of my life, so that others will gradually stop telling me how my life should but they will accept that my life is pefect for me because I have created it.
They are about a 8
I currently started into a career that I thought I would do forever, because of various reasons and obstacles I had in my life, but now that I have worked through alot of challenges in my life I have realized that my first career choice was not a life sentence. it was a stepping stone to reach this point in my life of wanting more and being more.
I have explored career coaches, and thought about what other career choices I could take. and I am proactive in attending as many seminars and workshops available to me.
I feel if I do not take action and change my career. I will grow to be unhappy and depressed, and resentful towards myself.
Education planning, and financial planning, will be a big challenge for me in going forward to a career that will end up being a new passion or life time passion.
the following questions:
1) How did you discover our firm?
2) What motivated you to contact us?
I am in a point in my life where I want to transition into a new career, and I am in a different place in my life right now.
3) What do you hope to get out of the session?
I hope to get an action plan of my goals, and also a support system who wants me to achieve them.
4) How is your current situation impacting you personally and
professionally?
Well both proffesional and personal I feel like I am not using my full potential. I want to be in a place where everything I do I have a sense of joy and purpose and fulfilment.
5) Who else is this situation impacting and why is that important?
It is mostly effecting myself, I want to be glowing in all aspects of my life, so that others will gradually stop telling me how my life should but they will accept that my life is pefect for me because I have created it.
6) On a scale of 1- 10, how important are the career issues in your life at
the current time?
They are about a 8
7) Why do you want to start dealing with the issues around your career?
I currently started into a career that I thought I would do forever, because of various reasons and obstacles I had in my life, but now that I have worked through alot of challenges in my life I have realized that my first career choice was not a life sentence. it was a stepping stone to reach this point in my life of wanting more and being more.
8) What actions have you taken about this issue so far?
I have explored career coaches, and thought about what other career choices I could take. and I am proactive in attending as many seminars and workshops available to me.
9) What would be the likely outcome if you don't take action with these
issues upon your career?
I feel if I do not take action and change my career. I will grow to be unhappy and depressed, and resentful towards myself.
10) Was there a particular reason why you choose our firm to help you?
I am still in the screening proccess of deciding which coaching firm or career coach I will work with. but I want something that I know will give me the push and spark I need to have a fullfilling career/life.
11) What are the largest hurdles you anticipate needing to overcome in the
pursuit of your ideal career?
Education planning, and financial planning, will be a big challenge for me in going forward to a career that will end up being a new passion or life time passion.
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